So this week has been really difficult. Not only do I feel like I have had NO time to myself I am busy with trying to get christmas done... Will we have money for it... Will it be ok? I am so worried about getting everything taken care of so my kids have great memories this time of year.

We finally got the Christmas tree up saturday night... and it was yet again another fight at our house. over what tree. I have felt that I am totally ruining my kids because they see the fighting and they don't know what to do. I am really trying to make it so that we don't fight.

The overwelming feelings that I have probably wont let up until I am able to get some organization done around my home... but when will that get done... I feel like I am doing everything for everyone else and I can't get a break time wise to get stuff completed around the house... As far as my exercising goes I won't have time until thursday or friday since everyday is packed from 6 am to 10 pm! I really hope this week gets pulled off without a hitch...